Don't you hate it when you feel held back from living your own life to it's fullest?
Whether it's your mom telling you that you can't go to this party, or if it's your friends trying to tell you that you shouldn't get involved in that type of stuff. Okay, you know their right, but you don't really care.
Throughout my life, I have gone through so many different 'rebellious' stages... if you'd like to call them that. I've done many things that I've been told not to. Why? I want to look back on my life and be able to say, WOW, I fucked up so many times, but I've done great. I've accomplished everything I've ever dreamed of.
Now, many, many people misinterpret my actions. I guess I'm notorious for my rebellious acts. People think I'm a bad person, a bad influence... they've got me all wrong. Some think I do it because I crave the attention, while others think I do it because I've been raised by bad parents... they're wrong. Although I can't deny loving the attention, my parents have raised me so well. They've always tried to keep me out of trouble, but you know what they say? Nothing can keep a bad girl down.
You're also probably wondering, why do I do this? If it's not for the attention, and it's not for the sake of being raised this way, then why? It's because I'm smart. Yep. I'm smart. I've learned enough about myself & life itself to know that I want to die knowing that I've lived life to it's fullest. I have never once held myself back from doing whatever I wanted to.
If I were to die tomorrow, I would be more than satisfied with the way I've lived my life.
They say when you die, your life flashes before your eyes in a matter of seconds. If this is true, then you'd better make it worth watching.
The point I'm getting to is...
Do whatever the fuck your little heart desires and never look back with regrets,
Rock on,
Julianna
